*typing this post with the feeling of anger*

hi to anyone who reads my blog. i bet none but if there is, i know you are just accidentally to be here. cause this blog is created specially to express the true feeling inside me that none of people out there concerned. first of all, i won't describe myself in detail but the entries i will post after this will do. what i want to say today is about ignore. being ignored is when someone neglects you in any way including your thought, your act, your talk and even your existence.

before that, i want to thank god that i have quite a lot of friends here in my study place. that's a good thing and i am truly grateful of being here surrounded by these lovely people.

it's good to have a lot of friends but you have to be tough in facing them. cause some are sucks. yes SOME are sucks. but in the circle of good friends, some of their attitudes or acts are sucks. they aint bad but some of their acts are.

lets go back to the topic. truthfully i have always being ignored. especially by my own friends. yes i look like i had so much fun cause i am surrounded by fun and cool friends. yes they are cool i cant deny.  do you really think those smiles and laughs tell everything? i went through a lot of broken heart even though i am single. they have given me pretty lot of heartbreaks(maybe cause im too sensitive). i have a lot to tell but i can only tell you this.

 so, recently we had an assignment and we need to present the topic in the upcoming class. oh before that, it is a grouping assignment and my group members are my bestfriends. my lecturer distributed the application of the "topic" given. we are not given the specific "topic". during the discussion all of my friends tried to understand the article(the application) and they decided to present the content of the article. but i argued. i told them that what i understand from what my lecturer said, she wanted us to extract the topic from the article. but they disagree and questioned back what i said. truthfully i fucked up on that time. just imagine 4 vs 1, u guess? i lost the argument and followed what they said. the presentation day arrived. there are 2 groups before our turn. both group present the topic extracted from the article. we started feeling nervous. im distracted.
it's our turn. i am the first presenter and presented it but it didnt go smoothly. during the presentation , i look right in my lecturer face and i had a bad feeling cause she just stare at our slide. we carried on. after we have finished the presentation, she asked us where is the "topic"? BINGO! ive told them baby. RIP our carrymarks. that is one of the story about me being ignored. i think it is painful cause it affects my marks(i am asian)

whatever happen i still love them.